Just keep swimming swimming swimming!!!

Let me just start off, with saying how hard it is to find a job in this downward economy that pays well and will provide valueable experience...its a full time job in itself. I am so frusterated... being an adult is hard. I have a totally new respect for my parents and the way they are able to keep it together without going insane.
At this point I sometimes find it difficult to stay motivated and focused, with school at least there are assignments and exams that you work for but with life its your own goals and your own set path. Honestly its exhausting and a bit lonely, I feel like a fish in water. Exactly like Dory in Finding Nemo. I have a 5 second attention span and sometimes I dont even know if i can continue swimming but to stop would be like lying down and waiting to become one with nature.

To New beginings or continuation of the same old.

It took me so long to muster the courage to decide that what I have been doing isn't working that I have finally dug myself what some people might call a hole. While sitting in my nicely dug hole I realized that I have become way too comfortable and that I have actually outgrown my hole. Yes ladies and gentlemen I have realized that this groundhog is not really a ground hog but a very large bear that has been in hibernation for way too long. I fooled myself into my ground hog ways and allowed myself to let my shadow scare me, leave me immobile and wanting more. I have decided that it is finally time to leave all of that behind and make that choices for myself.

I am leaving school for a year and going out into the working world. Like in one of the ACN training events I have decided to become simply Irresistable. Like any person I realise that I have faults but I also realise that dispite my flaws I can still be successful. Its all about the mind set. I am the master of my destiny and the captine of my ship. I promise to those around me that if you stick with me you will surely come out on top along side me.

I want to live life with no regrets that I didnt do something. I want to one day be at a ripe old age on my death bed and smile a satisfied smile. I want to lead an examplary life. And I will. I will be the ray of sunlight that I feel inside. Because I am Viva woman! ( just thought id add that)
So I leave you with this thought...

Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself… ‘How did I get through all of that? - Anonymous